news around us.
sq / skrju
I can't remember exactly when I began to masturbate. I guess, I
was thirteen. I remember how I loaded
ZX-Stag, stepped off the screen as
the authors had advised, Technoman Group as I recall, sat down
on the carpet and started. When I did
cum, I was very scared; this all sounds too vulgar, I know, but
it's exactly what I've been looking for
and couldn't find for a long time. A
perfect preamble.
Many years passed; you can remember a lot of discussions, that
Spectrum does harm a real life, it
began, I suppose, with Heresy, and
there were a lot of answers, one of
them was my own which I wrote for
Insanity. Can you imagine, they
guzzled ten years of my life! Gosh!
Swallowed and decayed! Someone
had already fucked. Later, I'll meet
a girl, I don't know now how it will
happen, she was deflowered at thirteen. And what I've been
doing at thirteen? I sat behind a computer
while my leg was being devoured piece by piece, I was being
swallowed, and you too. But nothing left to do,
except of being decayed. And later,
I'll start playing Starcraft, when
I'll get pc, Starcraft compos are
being held, and there are a lot of famous players all over the
world, and when they are being interviewed and asked about
their girfriends and they always reply with a modesty, that
they have no girlfriends. Maybe such thing were at Spectrum too
sometimes ago. However, all this around_girlfriend lyricism
must be left aside decisively. Now they are adult and married,
much of them even do have kids. Only c-jeff didn't marry. Diver
will soon. Arty Noonzen has the second child. Everybody has
children. Everything's set alright and there's
no need to remind of those jokes
about chicks, sceners and continence from Body. Everybody had
already slept with each other, and that's good, let the sexual
revolution move forward, no pasaran, russians and chinese are
friends forever.
I think you're not very pleased to
read this. And that's right. Maybe
you think that I'm not sexually satisfacted, and I need this
sex and so on. Forget about sex, maybe I'm
a sex contemptor, if you want to
know. Maybe I have something else
in contempt or don't have. I didn't
want to speak about this goddamn
sex at all. Maybe I'm speaking about
feminism and peace all over the
world. Maybe I'm Clara Cetkin's
grand-grandson. There was written
in Psychoz that I'm a jewish maid. Or
wasn't? They had to - I sent them
news.
By the way, KYV / / TRIUMPH says that
only three members of Triumph left:
IceDi, smoke ganja, Cooler, who neither smokes nor drinks and
KYV, who drinks a lot of beer and grew
fatter since last 3 years and now is
65 kg (about 155lbs). They still
hardly make Psychoz, some game
cracks, the most successful among
them are Nemesis, Flash Beer and
Sid Spider. He also says that Ice'Di
is gonna come at Chaos Constructions. If you'll be there you can
send him greets personally. I remember when we were spending a
night at Volga beach with a lot of
drinks at Cafe'2003, Ice'Di was rolling over and over on the
sand and laughed and then rised quickly, ran
along with the bank and fell down. It
was very funny!
These are Triumph. I remember,
how did I discover Psychoz at the
first time. That were the first issues. It was the night before
New Year, I was sitting behind
spectrum and reading Psychoz. I
carefully read every Ironman
word, tried to feel it, tried to imagine myself being a junkie,
tried to understand everything and to think
I'm cool. Then I heard a whistle
from the window. Psychotron was
standing there, in the blood stained
coat and in the white shirt, which
was stained too. He had a friend
with him - Sasha. They knocked at
my door and I went outside. They
said they had a fight on the street,
then went to the hospital where
Psychotron's lip was fixed; said
about a drunkard who had laid there on the floor and he seemed
to be shit up ???.... I came out. Sasha sat
down on the stairs and started to
vomit. I turned off, but when I looked down on the floor and
saw that this substance is covering my feet,
I ran home, said everybody "bye"
and shut the door in a hurry, and
then continued to read Psychoz.
Psychoz is a good e-paper. Remember, Buzz is another good
e-paper! Released by legendary Placebo. I still love and
respect these guys. D-Man, Sairoos, Spy, Crazy
and of course Paracels who is universally recognized as the
sexiest spectrumist (by the way, he insists,
that Sair00s's despite of being married still active, maybe
he's doing a demo). Only Diver can be a bit more
handsome. Once Unbeliever said,
and that was not without reason,
that if he were a girl he would be
crazy about Diver. I think many of
others would do the same. But he's
occupied. Irrevocable. Diver is gonna marry in august, and it
seems that he's gonna come at Chaos
Constructions as a husband. Unusually.
Deus has returned from russian
army! Fonder and spiritual leader of
ex-Light Future Group. As Diver
sais, healty and alive as before.
Probably he will be the one among all
Perm guys, who's gonne come at
Chaos Constructions. However,
they wont bring a demo, cos the
main Perm coder, brainman Cyberjack / Triebcraft (try to guess)
is in love! Nobody can describe the situation in Perm better
than GD, so now is G.D. speaking:
G.D. - The cooliest guy that I know,
the leader of this band of degenerates, megabrain, and simply
the most clever and handsome:)) I do
nothing. Devoured by job and after
it I have close sexual relationship
with pc - making a site for out enterprise. So you have nothing
to wait from me for scene for sometime. Though I still play with
Lightwave and Flash MX.
Poisoned CyberJack - my Mental
brother, turned out to be a dirty
natural - he acquired a wife and a
child. He also do nothing useful. All
suggestions to make a demo are
usually denied by him with answers
like: 23th of june I'll have two hours of
free time, wife is gonna go to her
village, I'll become sad and then
we'll make something. So, he's just
a bitch, no seaman.
Key-Jee - mysterious guy ... What is
he doing now is unknown. So, this
scum can make anything you don't
expect:)
pROF - Romantic. Treated by misfortune ... One, another ... But
he's standing firmly! Fucks verybody
with his pants on. He's the most
sceniest scener that I know. Contacts with many people in the
whole country, helps the youngest generation, let down the most
presumptuous ones. So, Lelik is the best:)
Diver - well ... There's no sense to
write about him. Everyone knows
him. So just a few words for those
who doesn't know. Cool just as
pROF, but in glasses. And he knows
everything about everyone.
Siril - Joined the lovers of schoolgirls, japan anime and gays,
became more reticent, seldom appears.
Still the best musician, but he's keeping it in secret. Joined
some AY coders' sect. So, he can be called
the most active among us.
JtN - I'm afraid of this man. When
sober - absolutely normal, civilized
man, who can keep the conversation
about politics and ballet. But when
being drunk starts to jump from 5th
floor window, shouts
"AMKAR-CHAMPION", kicks girl's
buttocks in a bus, swims in Kama,
calls everybody 'drunk scums'. Though he has a diagnosis with a
certificate from mental hospital. ... Even me, the kindiest
man, punched him a couple of times to make him shut up.
Is this normal, when he drinks wine
with proletariat at 1st of May, takes off the badges from
pioneers and to the 14 o'clock he can't say a
word? I'll make a demo with
him.
GreenMan from Nowhere - became
Vasya's colleague and is surely lost
now ...
And some more words about Diver.
Unusual. In spite of the fact that,
he seldom talks about his private life and moreover, doesn't
like when anybody do this for him, however, I
dare to say this - try to guess where hi found his bride? At
CAFe'2003 at Kazan. Maybe C-Jeff will marry
after visiting Chaos Constructions?
As I mentioned C-Jeff and Brainwave, C-Jeff stated a few days
ago, that Vortex returned to
Joshkar-Ola, so probably there'll be
a demo from Brainwave. Also, their
zine Joint can be finished. Antique
toy is surely gonna take place,
works have been unploaded in internet, voting have began.
Everything's fine.
By the way, Spectre / / OB and
Brom / / Ellipse married too, moreover, Spectre became a father.
Greetings. Maybe Freeman will marry too. I think there's no
need to define his bride more exactly than it was written in
Body, if you ever read it.
And I recalled my dream about
Chaos Constructions now. I often
dream at night about different parties. Basically, in the most
of cases, my dreams are pure delirium, so
even I have a dream about party, it
again delirium. Today I've seen
Stanly / / Studio Stall. I didn't recognize him in the
beginning, and only later I realized. Realized very
conditionally, thinking, let it be him. Why, what could it
mean? I don't know, I only remember him sitting
on the table and dangled with legs.
Hmmm ...
And again I just recalled, when I
was small, I hadn't had even a monitor, and I waited my mother
and granny when they finish to watch
Brasilian soap-opera, and then connected computer to tv and
played different games that didn't loaded
very often and stated tape loaging
error, what usually made me to curse everything and punch the
tape recorder.
Hooy-program - there's such amazing team! With Yerzmyey who
draws amazing pictures, Gasman,
and many other people. Gasman is
gonna visit Chaos Constructions!
And Mikezt wants to come and maybe Ellvis! Probably they'll
make something for Chaos Constructions. And that's very good.
Everything's fine and interesting
now! Everythings in its right place.
Everything's how it must be. And I'm
gonna shit, and then maybe gonna
sleep, or gonna eat something.
