Confessions of a serial gamer
moran / Inward / CPU
confessions of a serial gamer
elfh> Few people are willing to admit
in addiction, even
themselves, and even more so to try to
to find reasons and ways of disposal.
Moran has the power to take
try ...
Why do I play
Many people have some of his
enslaving their addiction.
Someone drinks are harmful to him of the liquid, some smokes
and eats bad for his health plants, and So I'm playing. And I
can not play and yet it is often a burden
me. It steals my time, my
dream, my life and I am afraid this
to say - my soul. Often the case
in the morning getting out of the computer and
lying down on the sofa, looking at the charming rising
the sun, I thought, as so: here
so soft and relaxed, but experienced, gritted his teeth on a
virtual opponent that has I seemed to me a thoroughly
researched my game. Then Of course sleep for the most pleasant,
warm and the daytime ... A
the worst you know what? Conscience! It gnaws at me and says
me, "Why!" .. Why did you kill
their time in the blank! After all, you could
creative workout, go for a walk or at the very least clean up.
But no! For this you have no time, but there is time
to play. No family, no job, no aspirations ...". In
you ever had this - close your eyes before bedtime, and there
landscapes ... and the voices in my head the heroes of the game
in which you are now rubishsya. And how I came to this,
as it has come to ... May
a global curse made me run away from yourself in these
igromirki might my ignorance and lack of education is not given
to me by my parents I took off into the abyss of the
consumption game, but I think it's just my laziness will not
let me spill more condusive to the order of things. After all,
why did I play? Let this question will ask you every one is
like this to me. And decide for yourself. For myself, I
thought, I decided ... Probably playing Games, commanding
fictional characters, deciding how much their fate and their
aspirations, I want to be like God. That's him. After
everyone who seeks power over
someone, even if fictional,
wants to steal the right to decide the fate of
and be at least some deity,
though for some arbitrarily short
time. I think human
the power of this vile, but there is a sublime right, the right
that Dunno They are for people, the right to create and be like
Him in this. Though maybe not so cool. More likely simply to
apathy and depression gnaws at me, because much easier to sit
down for the game and go to the specified
someone other way than to try to find it yourself. But surely
not so bad ... For example, I try to create something for
something interesting in spite of laziness,
which are known disease and to
Besides contagious. So I think I found out for themselves,
which it is desirable to follow me, I'll do something like that
I think ennobles the world
less lazy and a little more deeper into it and then I will
survive and run away from the gravitating me
curse. And for yourself you yourself are looking for that exit,
which will help you, but I've already found. Bye.
07.04.2004
Moran / Inward / CPU.
