AS C-major ...
Miguel / CyberPunks Unity
As C-major ...
by Miguel
Music is different. Every one of us
comprehend it in his own way, we
have different tastes and every one
has his own level of musical influence on his everyday life.
For some of us it's just a background, for some -
time of rest, for some - possession.
As a person, who compose a single
track in a year on average, I can
say, it can seem too weird or ridiculous or too pretentious
though, anyway, it appeared that there's no
difference between the terms "my
music "and" Spectrum music "for
me. Constant struggle with my own
ambitions, idleness, simple everyday rotine affection makes me
think whether it is really important for
me or not and makes me do the choice more often. Often hear
from different people, that a man like me must think about
something else, that I can't do what I want so long, I
see many people who don't want to
make any attempt to realise themselves, and it makes me sad.
Moreover, I'm afraid of any thought about living without it,
that everything can unexpectedly change in every minute, about
broken keyboard (that was fixed by Left Handed not so long time
ago - creet him when meeting at Chaos Constructions) or about
something more serious. At the same time, I understand, that
all this are just a little difficuilties on the way of
realisation of thoughts that are in my mind. "Bu-bu-bu",
"tra-la-la" talking with myself and "everything's gonna be fine
"," no problem ", "Cool" for others became a usual
way of conversation. Sometimes I
think that I don't need Spectum to
be an instrument, that he became,
but on the other hand I connect with
him from time to time with the only
purpose - to catch and to finish
anything that flows thru my mind in
every minute in a 3 channel and envelope format. I know, he's
feeling OK - he stands aside, awaits of turning on, then looks
at me while I'm walking in my room from one wall to
another listening one single pattern
whitten just few minutes ago, rejoices, laughing at me, anf
then notices in astonishment my hand, reaching out for a power
button ... And yesterday I've put a sticker on the
case "The X Files", so now he has a
croos that I can see from the distance.
I don't think I'm the only one. It is
amazing for me, when some people
can write a lot, often and why do
they succeed. I understand, that
without such musicians I would be
much worse, moreover, I thank
them, thanks to europeans for being themselves, thanks for AY
and Yamaha difficuilties, and also ABC
and ACB and such kind of things. I
seldom listen to Spectrum music
last time, like lone wolf while others
associate, send e-mails to each
other, exchange their things. I
thing I'll devour myself soon, but I
suppose, there's a moment for everyone, when there's enough of
Mm
